05.29.05 - 3:45 p.m.

I had some dreams about needing to climb up into everything......rooms......social settings.....diiferent fields of education.....jobs....other dreams.......and the ladders/stairs/monkey bars/protruding steel pipes you had to leap and grab onto at dramatic heights were all very dangerous. It required massive bravery to get anywhere and do anything.

Consequently today is serene and terrifying. I'm real scared of the big bad BEAUTY....real scared of being without it for any length of time.

see< >saw

i whisper hello to everything